SiC

huh?!?!

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Wed, 19 Jun 2002 06:33:42 GMT

oh well I guess there isnt much to say other than....i'm so lonely one day you will return my one and only true love till that day i'm just wasting away

Fuck shit didnt work

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Tue, 21 May 2002 07:06:08 GMT

Oh well another sleepless night again haunted rooms my only friend and friends like that just dont add up and i try to be the one i cant accept this all because of you I've had to walk away from everything......
Well those lyrics fit me quite well if only people in this household or world for that matter could understand what I'm trying to say to make them understand who I really am..It never wors oh well I ve got so many plans for these first few months of this horrible Incubus I cant describe them I just hope that maybe I can find the one that I am meant to be with to help me through this time.....It's completly comical the way I am jamming anything and everything I can into my schedule just so I dont get distracted with life I abhor this place with such a passion it makes me laugh(It's like a meganomical tab on my tounge) And that is the truth this place makes me feel so dirty and I am slowly drifting to a place I have not been in a long time....Love....that I feel is the reason I cram my life into such a small time peroid so I wont be hurt...But one of my friends says if it comes around dont let it just slip by so I guess I ll have to risk it just as I tell everyone else to do....

hhhhmmmmmmmmmmm........

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Sun, 19 May 2002 14:21:02 GMT

I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for the one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the everyday bullshit you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a megalomaniacal tab on my tounge you fucking touch me Ill rip you a part I'll reach in and take a bite out of that shit you call a heart

I dont mind being ogeld, ridiculed made to feel miuscule if you consider the source it's kinda pitiful the only thing you really know about me is......that's all you'll ever know..

I know why you balme me !
I know why you blame your self!
I know why you plauge me!
I know why you plauge your self!

Huh!?!?!?

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Sat, 18 May 2002 14:34:29 GMT

Well I now have a job and it's allright I've been in better places.Now my schedule is so full I have hardely any time to spens with the people I know.Again the day's seem so dismal the only time that they arent is usually when a good friend of mine comes over.But shes just a friend oh well I got to go now be beack later

Shit

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 20:34:06 GMT

Oh well my friend has comeback over and I am showing him all these cool things to do online and now my dad is being a complete asshole oh well ill be back later......
I'm Ghost..........

HHHHMMMMMMMMMM..........

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 18:06:19 GMT

DAMN IT!oh well I hope my friend will be back he seems to actually be intrested in my life maybe He just feels sorry for me oh well I gues I willl wait and see but maybe today could be something special and a Friend of mine other than statik would call but it's highly doubtfull oh well I ll wait and see............SiC

Damn

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 18:00:50 GMT

Well I'm still here the night was a lonely one it kinda got better I at least was able to talk to someone who would liesten but he seems to be the only one and he doesnt think that I'm that type of person that would kill myself I guess he just doesnt liesten to me when I talk I really have nothing more to live for with no friends but him and my best friends that I have known for years have suddenly become "too good" for me or atleast thats what they think they havent changed one bit they just try just because kirby has a g/f now big deal I'm happy for him I am but all he does is try to be MR.BIG STUUF he aint shit and if he runs his mouth about my new best friend statik I will knock donald "THE FUCK OUT!!" he just keeps trying to fuck with everyone and he's just a second rate sports card.Oh well I can see the end of everything coming and I think it would be best....Oh well Another lonely boring day Ill be back to vent some more later I'm sure but maybe tonite will be better for me...........SiC

Fuck this world

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 04:56:38 GMT

fuck I'm so sick and tired of all my bullshit friends all they do is blow me off but i can understand for my present situation that I am in oh well FUCK......I hope my prayers are anwsered tonite I prayed to GOD to let me goto sleep and not wake up I hope he anwsers me! Well I didnt mean anything by that fucking e-mail i sent her she took it the wrong way again as usual oh well and fuck brie I really need a new group of people to hang out with but not really after tonite there wont be any need for anyone to care to rember I gave all you fuckers fair warning but you all wouldnt help me or liesten to me when i all i wanted was someone to talk to but FUCK IT ALL...FUCK THIS WORLD....FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU ALL STAND FOR!!!!!!!!! maybe it's just me but i keeep on quoting them oh well I wont be liestning to them for long now just a little bit longer and I'm gone goodbye it's so depressing withering away take a look inside my soul is missing all i have is death so ill take my self and leave without a trace.......GOODBYE........i'LL BE BACK TO VISIT IN A LITTLE WHILE...NOT HOPING TO BUT ILL SEE...

FUCK

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 00:19:47 GMT

Damn oh well another let down as always fuck this place I can't fuckin take it!! I wish today I could die every day I get a little closer maybe one day it will happen oh well I guess I'll just have to wait and bleed,well I'll be back to visit you agin IN a little while.........MAYBE......................................................

FUCK

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Thu, 16 May 2002 00:19:45 GMT

Boo!!!

biloximudshovel@hotmail.com — Wed, 15 May 2002 11:55:53 GMT

What's up?You all suck this world needs to fuckin burn in hell everyone is so fucked up I want to stick my dick in their ear so they can hear me cummin! fuckin corparate mutha fuckers!! Fuck all of these ego tistcal bastards who have their dick shoved up their ass its unbelivable all of you should fuckin eat shit and die fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck die die die die die die Mabe one day i will take care of my own problems the barrel feels so much better agindt my head then in my mouth die die die die die die die die die die bye!The end!!